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my promise to you

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::written on 5/29/05::

   ok...so heres the deal. recently, ive been sad. theres nothing more to it. some things have been bothering me and, in hopes of relieving said sadness, ive been talking about it. it helps a little, but not enough. i plan on channeling it elsewhere. unlike a lot of people, i dont have the opportunity to share things with my parent(s). mom doesnt agree with anything i do and, well dads not there. so i mite be using this more. but anyway- my new 'perspective' if you will, is happiness. im gonna stop complaining about my problems and just let things go. i dont know whats happened to me lately bc ive been unusually emotional, which im normally not. im gonna pin it on being a teenager and all that. so this site hopefully will get filled up a little more. well see. i might even put some lyrics from my song up. well see. as my counter says, 28 ppl have viewed this site. i dont know if these ppl are my friends or ppl that i dont know. quite honestly i dont care. i have only had this url available to my friends for a few days, so i dont really know, but if ppl that know me are reading this, im sorry for being a sad person lately. im not normally. i want to tell you whats going on, but im not sure that i can. and i wont complain about it. because i dont want to be down and i cudnt live iwth myself if i brought you down too. i intend to channel all or most of it into my music or this site.
lots of love, sm

 

did u ever approach a cliff and want to jump, but knew u werent strong enough?